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A New Beginning ...

Happy new year. The window of a new decade is finally open. When everybody is out there wishing everybody happy new year and good fortune, I'm here trying to sort things out, trying to sort myself out. I've been in the lowest these past few years. And right now, I think I'm going to make a change. I don't know if the change could "change" my life as a whole. But, I just believe that it is time for change, time to change. Maybe getting a little bit fearless when it comes to making decision and deciding. Maybe, trying to be a little bit more in touch with myself, my needs, my emotions and everything that I want. Not to forget, to those who I have drifted apart from and purposely drifted away. I know that sometime, I have a hard time trying to make myself look make sense and acceptable. It's the way I am and it's going to take a long time for me to cease this away. Maybe, I should try a bit by reducing the gap, And to those who people tend to call them the "enemies", right now all I'm saying is you are so at the back of mind. I should start forgetting every hurt and every pain and I want you to know that I have and there is nothing that could make this heart melt anymore. I let you stick to your own devices and do whatever you want. I have enough people who love me dearly, more than you did before. And I love them every much. God is who I give my heart and my soul to. So, I leave it all to Him. He knows best. And back to the story of myself. I just realize that I am on my way to fulfilling my dreams. And I finger cross every single day just hoping that it would come true. I won't stop believing in them until they finally come true. Overall, I just want to say that now, my life is going to be bigger and challenging. And you know what, this is what I want. This is it, a new beginning of the chapter of my life. It starts here and it starts right now...

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