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Long Gone Last Innocence ~ Fateful Haunting Reminiscence

December Rain


A room of empty spaces
Echo this loneliness
A thousand days and nights
Thoughts of your pretty face
Like pictures on the wall
It keeps on running through my mind

You’re out there
Packing all your crazy dreams
In your little backpack
Trying to leave and be somebody
On the ground now
Are all the hopes we used to share
You’re a challenge now
This loss is just too hard to bear

The clear blue sky above me
Slowly fades away bit by bit
As those rainclouds come and paint it grey
It’s way pass 5.40
And they only thing I need is tonight
So I can fall asleep and never lie awake...

Wondering how this life would be without you
Wasting the time away, figuring out how to start anew

I think I’ll close that front door today
Hoping someone good would come knocking one day
I’ll remember you in this cold December rain
Wish I could move on someday

I was too young to know
What we thought would last
Would find its way to die someday
And I used to think it’s forevermore
When you left your world behind
To live in mine instead

For the first time, I thought maybe something beautiful
Would someday shine on this broken road
And now it’s gone, I find myself all alone again
Searching for my way back home

I think I’ll close that front door today
Hoping something good would come around here one day
I’ll remember us in this cold December rain
And wish this heart of mine would beat once again

As this lonely day gets darker, as the burning sun sets down
I’ll take one step at a time, burn and leave our sweet past
Baby, I wish you all the best, hope you find bliss on your way
I’ll try my best to make this pain fail to last

And I think I’ll close that front today
Hoping someone good would come knocking one day
I’ll remember you as I’m here, looking for a way
To keep me sane

I’ll think close that front door today
Hoping something good would come around here one day
I’ll leave the pieces in this pouring December rain
I’ll take this one chance and pray to God for healing
Hope I could move one someday




P/S:
It's been a very long time since. And truth be told, I haven't been able to write anything new as well. But, knowing that I haven't posted anything since then, I decided to post something tonight. Something that I did last December, which was quite a rainy month. Just like this year's December too, it pours down like there's no end.

I did remember writing this one exactly at 5.40 in the evening and it's raining so bad at that time. It triggered something in my head, about the idea of rain and December, the month of closure. The month where people try to get over difficult things happening in life throughout the year and hope they could open a new chapter filled with much better memories in the upcoming year. Rain always makes me feel nostalgic and inspires me. And December itself is a very bittersweet month as well. The combination was just perfect. After one whole year, this one is still so relevant to me.

Though this one is not really related to me in any way and it doesn't bear any of my truth as it's just a story being told, I think some people out there would be able to relate to it in some ways, maybe. (owh yeah, I'm truly sorry if everything in this writing isn't impeccably written, aite >.< )