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Long Gone Last Innocence ~ Fateful Haunting Reminiscence

To Forgive & To Forget ...

It's been a while since my last entry. The time is slipping so fast and I'm trying the best I can to catch up with it. So, with just that, I've taken a lot of my own time and space. But, it's all good and I'm moving forward. I had some good progress with my writing two. I just finished one piece of wonderful writing, written based on my friend's experience and relationship in love last week and I couldn't be more happier. Though, I had to apologize to him several times because I didn't want to be looked at as someone who is just taking advantage of a good relationship that I have with people around me. But, it's all okay since he said it's fine. It's a very challenging time these days, especially for my ideas and thoughts. They happen to ring a bell once in a while, the urge to write seldom comes nowadays, making my writing's progression a little bit slower than it used to be before this. But, I'm liking this very moment so much. It is because, the ideas that come out a few in a while turn out to be better than before, thus allowing me to express my feelings and thought much freer and easier. 

These past few days that I have not updated this journal, I spent those days with a lot of self-reflection and self-realization over things happening around me. And just a few nights ago, I was looking back at some of the past that I'd never got the chance to rid off. It had stayed for a long time and that night, I was self-reflecting on those things. I took a very long period of reminiscing and a few moments of chatting with a good friend of mine to really get the most of it out. And right now at this time, I'm starting to feel a little bit better and relieved that so far, I'm still being blessed with a life that I can lead. That night, I said the very last goodbye to those past. Even though it's not much, but it took a large amount of grieve out of my heart and on that very night too, I started to do what I'd never thought I would ever do in my life to forgive and to forget ... 


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