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Long Gone Last Innocence ~ Fateful Haunting Reminiscence

Waiting for the Rain to Fall

I’m waiting for rain to fall
So, I can finally break the wall
Sunny day won’t do me favour
If you just sit on the other side, doing nothing at all

I’m waiting for the rain to fall
So, I can finally knock on your door
Clear blue sky won’t do me a thing
If you close your ears and don’t listen anymore

Faith is all that matters
Take your time and wonder

Don’t ever lose to your own coldness
You’ll be frozen by your emptiness
Open up your eyes to uncertainties
It’s just another simple way to live

I’m waiting for the rain to fall
We’ve been fighting endlessly these days
Heat of summer might not be good enough
If the sun that shines bright can’t melt your heart away

Ocean’s deep and mountain’s high
There’s no easy way out in this life
So, try and put out the flame inside
Let love be your guiding light
Through the sky full of grey clouds

‘Cause faith is all that matters
So, take your time and wonder

Then, the storm comes around
And so does the pouring rain
Hope you let it all out
Never hide your fears again

Something that I wrote early last year. It tells you about a somebody, doing everything including the impossibles to save what and who they love. Based on a true story of a friend of mine. It didn't end well eventually, but they are happy with their lives right and have already moved on ... 

In Need of His Grace ...

Aaahh ... feels good to be back here again and write something. I've never touched this space of mine for a good few months and it starts feeling very lonely here. So, I'm going to write something to break the silence. Feels good to be back home after a long walk of examination hardship even though it has been 2 and half months since. I can never reminisce every single thing that happened during that difficult time because they were just too hurtful to be remembered. But, there's still some good things happening and that's what I will take from there to be remembered for as long as I live. All I can say is that, for the first half of this year, I feel blessed and loved by the love from God and every loved ones out there, to be able to recognize the good and the bad again. My eyes have opened up to things we called truth and things we called lies. I could never be the same again and so those things are. I am going to get the right things done and never look back. I don't care what they want to do or say. I'm doing this for the sake of this heart and soul.

These last few days have been very restless for me. My world, or should I put it generally, today's world has been shocked by the thing we called "war" in this modern century. And worst, they were people who got killed during this period. I can help but to think this world may have gone mad in some points. I still can't believe that they are humans who just couldn't be so fully aware of the concept of world peace and still trying to make the worst out of every situation that could have turn for the better if they just take a moment and think. But, I can't also help myself from thinking that these group of people are just some of those things that are just "meant to be". What is happening in the world right now has made me restless. Nevertheless, because of it as well, I have come to realize one thing. This may just be one of those moments that we realize, we need Him more than ever ... don't you think? ...