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20th Year

Hmm...still can't believe it myself, I've turned 20 today. Feel like I'm getting a little bit older than I suppose I should be feeling right now. A lot have happened within these 20 years, and I'm still trying hard to figure out, take in and comprehend some of the past events that happened. All I can say is that, it has been a bittersweet journey. I've learned a lot too, meeting friends and a lot of new discoveries that contributed to who I am and what I am doing at the moment. All these have moulded me into someone that everybody sees right now. Maybe I have gotten a little bit out of place, a little bit sentimental, emotional, and aware of where my heart is leading me. And maybe during that process, I've become a little bit matured, horizon has broaden a little bit, I start to think about a lot of stuff, a little bit deep when it comes to showing emotions. I dare to say that, I've become a little bit outspoken in away and my mind starts to think about stuff that I've never cared to think over before, I'm more in touch with my personal pragmatism and a little bit improvement on trusting self-judgement and my own judgemental ability towards everything has improved too. I know my journey doesn't stop here. I will definitely be more grown-up than the one that I become right now. And my writing keeps getting improved and a little bit better too, in my own opinion. Currently writing about stuff, another "soul-healing" stuff that I said in my previous post, will be the "ending of a chapter" before I open up a new one later on. Sadness has yet to abandon me. I'll try to will this away. It will affect me sooner or later. Hopefully, things will get better, love will always be here to bless me and light will always be my guide along the way ...


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